The sea came calling this week, in word and song. I listened, from my parched garden, dried out by September’s sun. Emily Dickinson began…
I Started Early – Took My Dog
I started Early - Took my Dog - And visited the Sea - The Mermaids in the Basement - Came out to Look at me - And Frigates - in the Upper Floor Extended Hempen Hands - Presuming Me to be a Mouse - Aground - upon the Sands - But no Man moved Me - till the Tide Went past my simple Shoe - And past my Apron - and my Belt- And past my Boddice - too - And made as He would eat me up - As wholly as a Dew Upon a Dandelion’s Sleeve - And then - I started - too And He - He followed - close behind - I felt his Silver Heel Upon my Ancle - Then My Shoes - Would overflow with Pearl - Until we met the Solid Town - No One He seemed to know - And bowing - with a Mighty look - At me - The Sea withdrew -
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“When he knew for certain only drowning men could see him, he said all men will be sailors then, until the sea shall free them.” (Leonard Cohen, “Suzanne”)
“These are the only genuine ideas; the ideas of the shipwrecked. All the rest is rhetoric, posturing, farce.” (José Ortega y Gasset).
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And then there’s this, Carol Bialock’s poem “Breathing Underwater”…
I built my house by the sea. Not on the sands, mind you. Not on the shifting sand. And I built it of rock. A strong house. By a strong sea. And we got well acquainted, the sea and I. Good neighbors. Not that we spoke much. We met in silences. Respectful, keeping our distance, But looking our thoughts across the fence of sand. Always, the fence of sand our barrier; always the sand between. And then one day (I still don’t know how it happened), but the sea came. Without warning. Without welcome, even. Not sudden and swift, but sifting across the sand like wine. Less like the flow of water than the flow of blood. Slow, but coming. Slow, but flowing like an open wound. And I thought of flight and I thought of drowning and I thought of death. And while I thought the sea crept higher, till it reached my door. I knew, then, there was neither flight nor death nor drowning. That when the sea comes calling you stop being good neighbors. Well-acquainted, friendly-from-a-distance neighbors. And you give your house for a coral castle, and you learn to breathe underwater.
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Fascinating images in the poems and quotes. Thanks, though with my slight phobia about water and drowning (I never learned to swim), they made me a little nervous 🙂 Peace, LaMon
Honestly they made me feel a little nervous too! I love the water but had one frightening experience in the sea when I was 9 or 10 that has never fully left me. Nice to hear from you LaMon! Xoxo
gotta love some Emily on a Sunday morning!
And some MJ! Xoxo
What a treat to find this in my mailbox this morning especially on the heels of visiting with you! You are a treasure to our community 🙂
Oh how kind ML! I so enjoyed our time together last night! Xoxo
Marvelous and huge.
Xoxo
“There’s always a siren / singing you to shipwreck.” — Radiohead
Xoxo
Jennifer, I think the poems are quite good. And I have to say that living by a lake, as I do, I found “Breathing Underwater” a bit scary.
Xoxo
Jennifer, I am almost speechless at “Breathing Under Water.” This post is just beautiful and exactly the balm that the soul needs as we make the turn towards autumn this week. Thank you for this treasure. ❤️
I felt the same way about that poem, Lawrence. Thank you as always for your loving encouragement. Xoxo
I love the poem by Bialock, and the quotes by Cohen and Gasset. I am reminded of so many things, such as beauty, grief, distance, the familiar and the unfamiliar, surrender and peace. Well done, Jennifer. You are quite talented.
Dear Holly ~ I’m so glad to hear from you! Surrender and peace are the operative concepts I think. Xoxo